39th post : SHINee @ Lot One = Chaos.

okay, back from lotone.
LOTONE is like.. FREAKING CHAOTIC LA!
fan screams can be like heard all over the place.
so difficult to get in LOL-.-
anyways, kind of "saw" SHINee.
okay la. diaozxc, i'm just going to stick with being a SONE!
so more relaxing. lol.
DEVOTED SONE OKAY!
hahahaha.
anyways, must watch SNSD's perfomance on inkigayo okay?!
no blackout, not like MBC's one. so retarded. =0=
anyways, i'm recieving my Oh! album soon!
weeeeeeeeeeee ^^
hope it's gonna be like cool.
well, SNSD stuff are all cool ;D
anyways, i want to change phone! hahaha.
but i dunno what phone, who cares.
as long got big memory card, mp3 player and bluetooth can liao.
i'm so easy to settle. LOL!
hahahahahaha.

38th post : JUMPS FOR JOY! OH!

I PREORDERED THE 'OH!' ALBUM!
I PREORDERED THE 'OH!' ALBUM!
I PREORDERED THE 'OH!' ALBUM!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT!
OMG I DEDICATED ONE POST JUST FOR SNSD
OMG, I AM SO HIGH NOWWWWWWW
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~Oh~ O-o-oppa SARANG HAE
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
LALALALALALLALALA :D:D:D







btw, nick ask me spread : O.O
+6598659353
+6582829676

LOL~

37th post : it seems like i haven't blog for ages.

HEYOS PEEEPS :D
it's been ages since i've blogged? ;D
anyway, tuesday went for movie outing. haha,
watched : The Tooth Fairy!
okay, this movie made me laugh, and there's this retarded actor,
the face like wan kana smack lidat (as said by lydia)
they even described him : walking toothpick with 2 goldfish eyes,
smth like that.
HAHAHAHA, personification? smth like dhat? xD
anyways, the Oh! MV and Oh! album has been releasedddddddddddd!
haha, weehee, -jumps for joy-
hope i can pre-order the albumm..
yanxiang hasn't given me a reply.
HAIZ, hope can la. got limited edition postcard signed by SNSD leh!
hope i get sunny's or taeyeon's or jessica's or tiffany's ..
HAHA, HOPE I CAN EVEN GET THE ALBUM FIRST LAAAAAAA. -_______-
anyways, their album is super nice lor!
JC peeps have started school..
& i'm at home rotting.. waiting for NP to start sch........
haha, I GOT INTO MY FIRST CHOICE! OMG,
so hengzxc ryteeeeeeee? xD
anyways, i have QT, KIM , HANIS & HAZIQ in the same campus! and same sch!
the school of LSCT! HAHAHA :D
hope poly faster start.. sienzxc, rotting at home liao =0=.
tatas! shall update more if anything happens. (IF)

36th post : MOVIE OUTING @ LOTONE!

yay! going for another movie outing today!
with 2f peeps this time, again. haha
watching tooth fairy.
hope it will be nice :D
and, i got this feeling,
i'll see alot kranjians. since i'm watching the 3.30 slot one.
great? and maybe i'll catch a preview of the SHINee thingy. hahahaha!
anyways, great news people!
SNSD's Oh! is out! go listen hor?
it's the first song in my blog, so if you visit,
u'll listen no matter what! MWUAHHAHA.
waiting for the MV, 2more days.
sien, 23more hours till posting results, suckish.
hope! there's still hope, start praying everyone.
hope everyone can get into their desired school(:
shall update later at night. BYE PEEPS(:

35th post : Spring-cleaning!

heyos guys!
i'm finally onlineeeeeee (for today)
haha! went to spring clean my room.
since, i was utterly bored, i ended up enjoying it.
now all that's left is to clean and make my table nice! ;D
i'll post a picture of my table when it's done!
it'll be freaking nice. ohmy, i should be an interior designer or smth. LOL!
anyways,
was sms-ing with huimin, and she was like buying facial products.
ohmygod la, i dowan use oxy liao.
she somehow convinced me( without persuasion ) , that oxy causes scars! ohmyeffinggod.
i shall stop using Oxy.
must change brand liaozxc. haiz.
and huimin made me addicted to shopping. sien,
i got alot things want to buy lei. but i'm like seriously broke now.
sien. i shall make a list, so i can buy it slowly.
but now, saving money for a SNSD's album.
but i spent money just now D: .
i bought a new bag, which looks something in between these 2.

i freaking fell in love with it. mygod.

so vintage. haha!

sienzxc, i love sweet potato dessert.

damn nice can :3

haha! i shall go on a shopping spree some day!

only 7 more days to see-ing SHINee!

haha, so looking forward to it.

and also to the album release on 28th. and also 30th, first MuBank performance.

not looking forward to 27th. posting results.

hope i get in. haha, better get in.

my passion sia, hope i get in. if not i'll appeal. D:

and i wanna watch so many movies!

The tooth fairy, the dog story or smth, then the 14swords i think. forgot what number ler.

heehee! anyways, all the best to all!

enjoy ur sunday! :D

34th post : SNSD-related news.

[News] Sones Interest on SNSD 'Oh!' MV Teaser, Make Servers Down.

[NewsEn Reporter Lee Mihee]

SNSD's teaser video for their second album title song , 'Oh', was revealed on January 23rd, at 0:00 am.

'Oh' Teaser video was revealed for the first time on the portal site Naver Music. SNSD's teaser video was 30 seconds long, and showed the viewers a different and new side of them that fit the theme of their new title song, 'Oh'.

As soon as SNSD's comeback was announced, it climbed to the 1st spot in various portal sites, receiving a tremendous interest from the general public. As a matter of fact, their fans were already doing a countdown to the teaser video, waiting patiently while counting the hours that remained.

'Oh' is an electronic-Pop song, a genre that carries a distinctive melody and has a catchy composition that catches the listeners' attention immediately and gives them a lively and uplifting energy, a characteristic that only SNSD can give to their songs.

On the released teaser video SNSD is seen sporting a colorful checkered and stripes patterned fashion. Furthermore, their short stockings are used as their 'point', attracting the public attention with their fashion code.

In other news, SNSD's second album 'Oh' will be released on January 28th, and will have their first performance of 'Oh' on January 30th on MBC's 'Music Core'.

Source: NewsEn
Translated by: Cph@soshified.com

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[NEWS] SNSD's New Fashion Expected To Be A Hit

As you all know, SNSD is known for their cutely choreographed dance moves, catchy songs, their goddess-like faces, and their FASHION.

After SNSD released the news that their second album "Oh!" will release, there have been questions about the fashion. Will the 9 girls lead the nation into a new fashion theme?

For this album, the girls' main points are: their shirt colors which includes red, yellow, blue, light purple, orange; striped and checkers shirt design, and their long and short socks.

Also, their teaser for the title song "Oh!" will be released at 0.00 on the 23rd. SNSD is known for their comeback miracles (when Tell Me Your Wish was released, they immediately became first within minutes). SNSD's second album is also expected to be a hot issue.

"Oh!" will be released through sites like Melon, Dosirak, SoriBada, Navermusic, etc.

"Oh!" consists of an unique melody and some electronic pop. "Oh!" is also an energizing song with a lot of cheerfulness and will be a song that will reveal SNSD's charisma.

SNSD will release "Oh" on the 28th and first performance will be in 'Music Core' on the 30th!

omg can't wait!! I hope Oh! will be a huge hit! SNSD forever!!

Credits : Newsen
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[Info] SNSD's "Oh" tracklist revealed!

Together with an album cover,the tracklist of SNSD's second album has been unveiled at the same time.

1. Oh!
2. Show! Show! Show!
3. 뻔&Fun (Sweet Talking Baby)
4. 영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶다 (Forever)
5. 웃자 (Be Happy)
6. 화성인 바이러스 (Boys & Girls) -feat.key (SHINee)
7. 카라멜 커피 (Talk To Me)
8. 별별별 (☆★☆)
9. 무조건 해피엔딩 (Stick Wit U)
10. 좋은 일만 생각하기 (Day by Day)
11. Gee
12. 소원을 말해봐 (Genie)

SNSD's "Oh" will be released on 28th January while they will make their comeback on Music Core on 30th!

33rd post : The suspense is killing me.

28th january, when are you ever going to arrive?!
28th 28th 28th.
so near, yet so far.
please check out the teaser i posted on the misc section.
and do continue to support the girls!
i think Oh will be another great hit. :D
hope so, it has the addiciting factor of Gee. cool.
anyway, fact of the day :
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ABSOLUTELY SHOW NO RESPECT FOR A SONG,
ESP WHEN THEY SAY THEY LIKE IT.
roar.
anyways, i'll update more things later.
in the mean time, enjoy your breakfast people! ^^
(to be updated)
*4.58pm*

I FINISHED 'You're Beautiful' drama. DAMN SAD CAN T_T

OMG, THE WHOLE YEWTEE IS STINKING. LIKE WTF? omg.
dunno la, but my hse got this awful stench. gross. ;D
anyways, went to chill just now. haha.
and watch Invincible Youth at KBS WORLD :D
i want next episode to be uploaded . sienzxc):
i dunno what to update ler lehs.
my parents going watch concert later. so means i'm going to be online!
coolzxcccc. ;D
okay, anyway. since i dunno what to update.
i decided to post some retardedly retarded jokes. heehee.


Little Janice was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me Janice, who created the universe?" When Janice didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear.

"God Almighty!" shouted Janice and the teacher said, "Very good" and Janice fell back asleep.

A while later the teacher asked Janice, "Who is our Lord and Saviour." But, Janice didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again.

"Jesus Christ!" shouted Janice and the teacher said, "Very good," and Janice fell back asleep.

Then the teacher asked Janice a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" and again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin.

This time Janice jumped up and shouted, "If you stick me with that thing one more time, I'll break it in half and stick it up your ass!"

... the teacher fainted!

32nd post : Let's head to Orchard!

WOAH. i'm back from that TIRING, ENJOYABLE & FUN.....
"Global Immersion Trip @ Orchard& Somerset" . LOL!
met the guys(and girls) at yewtee mrt.
apparently, YX, LYDIA& PJY were early.
but we were earlier. :D
anyways, took the mrt to Orchard. SO LONG THE TRIP ;O
when we reached, walked around ion for a few minutes.
then we went to the UBER big bookstore.
we bought twitterature for mslee! haha, the book is FREAKING interesting. ^^
then, went to have lunch! we wanted to go taka and buy finger food and walk around.
then, we wanted to go yoshinoya,
then we wanted to go mos burger.
BUT, in the end we went to kfc. LIKE, LOL?
but walking that time, super fun HAHA!
then ate at kfc. talk talk, gossip gossip. hehe. x:
then, we left kfc. then we started walking ALMOST EVERYWHERE *faints*
then, we saw bra shops 8times in this trip.
THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY, WE KEEP SEE-ING THOSE KIND OF SHOPS. 8TIMES-.-
then, we went to a shop, where there were like so many angmohs,
that i started talking in an american slang.(pronounces in a slang)
SUPER ALOT CAN. everywhere i see also have.
got that overseas feeling lor. HAHA
then we started walking outside ion that stretch.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, i tell you. PARADISE SIOL.
Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Prada, SIAO ONE. hahaha!
then we acted like tourists, and take photo everywhere. LOL!
then L&ZY, siao one, act like the sculptures and take photo. LOL!
we went to starbucks and grab a frappucino! SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D
then, i think we walked to "that cd shop" .
WAH 2FLOOR CD SHOP. and the place like photoshoot area. so nice<3.
then, couldn't find the cd yx wanted, so we had a new destination in mind.
HMV! so we walked to paragon i think.
then we bought greentea icecream at isetan. THE ICECREAM IS LOVED!
then walked walked walked.
until 313 @ Somerset. I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THAT PLACE.
we found HMV there, WHICH IS ABSOLUTLEY LOVED LIKE FUCK.
alot of Kpop cds!
AND YES, I GOT MY SNSD BABYBABY ALBUM THEREEEEEEEEEE. YAAAAAAAY :D
thanks ah guys!
then THAT PLACE GOT UNIQLO, LIKE WTF. OMG UNIQLO LEEEEEEHHHHHH !
i absolutley love that 313 mall. OMFG la, UNIQLO LEHHHHH.
you guys shld go uniqlo. seriously, their clothes are like fucking nice ;3
THEN, i forgot, but i remembered in between, we were outside etude house and cotton on.
wanted to camp for snsd song but nvr play. sien diao.
ohya, also! after the HMV thingy, went cotton on, AGAIN.=0=
then, we trained our way to lotone.
we went popular see headphones. (?)
then, GOT SNSD GENIE MV PLAYING ON HD TV. YAAAAAAAY.
i totally love courts now can? they play my SNSD MV. HEHE. ;D
anyways, bus-ed home & now blogging.
super tired. PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOADED ON F/B. :D
tatas(:

31st post : Slowly, each day passes.

haiz. it's kind of guilty to make each day pass so unmeaningfully.
been doing nothing much lately.
it's like lazing around. and , it's so not productive.
i know i'm wols, but i'm still gonna say it.
i finally am watching 'You're Beautiful' .
and i'm in love with the OST.
my first blog song is one of the tracks in the OST.
sung by LeeHongKi. should go and watch the show. interesting.
i'm still at episode 2. okay, super wols la.
anyways. i remembered i have yet to make a list of my NEWYEARRESOLUTIONS.
hahaha, i think i'll make it. like, duh.
but i dunno whether i can keep it anot. like , rofl(?).
staring at the computer screen all day,
i'm sick of it already.
facebook's getting boring, it's merely a platform for chatting.
i don't see why, but i think msn also serves this purpose.
and f/b is lagging all day. so freaking irritating.
maybe long holidays aren't so .. enjoyable after all.
at least in school, i was occupied with something.
i had a goal in mind. now, it's like i'm useless or smth.
haiz, can't wait for posting results,
MOE sure knows how to torture students. grahhhh. D:
okay, time to make my "NEWYEAR" resolutions. :D

1: Learn korean this year.
2: Maintain a GPA of 3.6(at least) for my poly 1st year.
3: Study Hard and Play Hard.
4: Forgive and Forget. (impossible i think)
5: Cut down on my bitchy-ness.
6: Be a SONE forever.
7: Learn to accept anti-fans retarded comments.
8: Learn how to not get drunk easily.(LOL)
9: Read at least ONE book.
10: Be punctual for outings.
11: Involve myself in MEANINGFUL things.
12: Hopefully, learn piano basics. (X:)
13: Be dedicated to Al-CLIQUE& YTG. (:
14: ot to get too emotional over things that can't be helped.
15: Stop spending so much money.
16: SAVE $___$.
17: Look appropriate on different occasions.
18: Make more new friends.

OKAY, i can't think of anything else.
And i think it's basically IMPOSSIBLE to do everything.
especially reading a new book.

JOKE OF THE DAY :
[ : ] >>> LYDIAWATI - WATI = LYDIA! says:
U WANT MS LEE?

[c=#2CECFC]Xiang[/c] says:
yar

& this was totally on sync. LOL!

30th post : Mundane Sundays):

okay, this is going to be a short one.
it's sunday. wow,
time flies eh?
It's already like the 17th day of 2010.
it seems as though ytd was just 2009.
anyways..
what i have been doing today :
let's see.
slept till like 10am.
wash up, ate bfast, watch tv, walked around aimlessly. -___-
then, i finally knew what to do!
i went to buy my skin and hair products! (:
Went to find my stuff. like wow. so limited choices. but who cares.
i decided to try a new facial scrub.
Garnier MAN - Turbolight . sounds cool hor? i even like the packaging ._.
then i managed to find my hair conditioner & hair moisturizer!
then went to find facial moisturizer.
i had to choose between two. like shit man.
then in the end chose one, and felt sad. cause i couldn't buy the other one ):
then bought my toner. and my renewal gel.
yeh, that's about it i think.
then i went home, watch tv again -.-
then online. wlao, sundays damn sien can? i need to go out more often.
but i need money.
i'm like freaking broke now la. esp after the shopping trip just now.
Sienzxc.
Anyone interested in donating to the SongYuFoundation?
omg, so SYF. -.-
anyways, tatas(:


**update

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
TO

DEBORAHKOHSHUPING!

may all your wishes come true,

and friends forever(:

29th post : The feeling still lingers.

I still remember the day i first stepped into kranji.
first impression i had was like .
EWW?machiam jail sia. so ugly and dirty.
omfg. so disgusting.
yeh, surprising eh?
i never had a good impression of kranji.
especially since i was in class 1F back then.
i absolutely detest the mentor OLIVIA GOH.
she was fucking biased. ewwwwwwww.
and i absolutely hated having lessons in kranji.
i didn't have a nice teacher, with the exception of a few.
CHINESE lessons were exceptionally boring.
literature too. omg, not to mention CE.
the mentors dont do anyth at all.
especially with that LLY.=0=
she is UBER disgusting can? -_____________-
and yes, because of that, i didn't like kranji.
i barely made my way to sec3 .
and there, i was exposed to another side of kranji.
class 3A'08.
that was where my life in sec sch started.
i met so many new friends, although i met alot in sec1 & 2 also X:
and the mentors, they were so nice!
i was so happy to be in 3A.
unknowingly, i started to like KRANJI.
kranji slowly became a part of me.
during sec4 life, teachers were like our friends.
they helped us through the toughest moments,
trying to push our F9s to A1s.
and i am proud to say.
your efforts paid off. our batch did well!
and know, being an alumni for kranji.
i really really do miss kranji.
for i had the best time of my life there.
it taught me so many things in life.
Kranji will always be a part of me (:
I LOVE YOU KRANJI!

"Once a Kranjian, Always a Kranjian"

*UPDATE*

hey, just wanna share with you guys the lyrics of one song,

which i find very meaningful. :D

it's Dear.Mom by SNSD.

it tells what the daughter feels about her mother and

that she can’t say to her mom that she loves her.

so read the lyrics through! it's veryvery meaningful(:

서현: 오늘은 왠지 힘들고 지쳐

베개를 끌어안은 채 혼자 방안에 남아

제시카: 전화길 만지작거리는 나의

마음이웬지 오늘따라 외로운거죠
써니: 갑자기 울린 전화에 놀라밥

먹었는지 걱정하는 엄마 목소리가

태연: 귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은

다른걸잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요남을

먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요

티파니: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요

윤아: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던

제시카: 내 머릴 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나
유리: 때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만아무

말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠

티파니: 서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것

같아요엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요

태연: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요

효연: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던

써니: 내 머리를 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나
제시카: 어떡하죠 아직 작은 내 맘이

서현: 엄마의 손을 놓으면 혼자 잘할 수 있을지

태연: 아직 부족한 것 같아 난 두려운 걸요

All: 지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요

(태연: 나에게 용기를 줘요)어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요

(티파니: You’ve been there for me)

제시카: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요

수영: 한없이 보여준 사랑만큼

태연: 따스한 맘을 가질게요

티파니: 수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠

서현: 엄마 정말로 사랑해요

I’m feeling tired today

Left alone in the room hugging a pillow

Touching my phone distracted my mind

It’s lonely to eat tonight
Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone

my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten

these words annoyed me but today it’s different

The forgotten promises are remembered
I will be a person with pretty heart

And become a person who is selfless

I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes

I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices

You silently watched over me from behind

But now I think more than an innocent child

The meaning of mom’s silent prayers
I will be a person with pretty heart

And become a person who is selfless

I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes

I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair
What will i do, yet my heart is small

Can I do better without holding mother’s hand
I’m afraid that it will still lack

I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)

I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)

I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes

I’ll show endless love

I’ll have a warm heartI’m shy to express to mom
That I really love my mom

28th post : Entering the gates once again.

woke up arnd .. 8am today?
yeh. then wash up etcetc.
went to school to have bfast with ms lee& ms ratna(:
then discussed about our JAE application.
seems as though lydia is going for law.
and me? biomedical sector(:
and we talked till arnd 10am.
until the vermins came. - as claimed by ms lee. LOL.
then, we went outside staffroom & "camp" .
we talked to teachers randomly. grabbing them and then say hi!
and mr.teh was like propaganda-ing us about JC as usual.
saying JC is an easier route to UNI.
WHATEVER. =0=. i'm determined to go my poly . IDC(:
anyways, i finally got a chance to see ms zarina and ms yeo & thank her for their hardwork(:
for giving me a distinction for my humanities. :D
and then, teachers had photo-taking session. LOL?
then we talked quite alot to ms foo. x-x
then i dunno how and why we offered to help clean the F&N room. like lol!
and then we went in,
help to check whether all the blenders were functioning well. etcetc.
then helped to clean and wash the equipment.
omfg, kranji seriously needs a change of equipment.
then, we realised there was a dead cockroach on the floor.
LOL, dunno who accidentally killed it X:
then, we started to play songs in the F&N room. diao.
haha, washing pots and pans and blenders was never this fun. ahahaha xD
then, we had to promote CCA with sec1s.
then obviously, being ms foo, promote NPCC.
i followed lydia to 1C to promote NPCC.
omg, this year sec1s are like damn high can?! like wth.
they're like. supersuperSUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR high.
omg, kranji spirit (:!
anyways, went back to clean up.
then, EDMUND accidentally squashed the cockcroach.
OMG RIGHT? haha, poor eddy. AHAHAHAHA. xD.
then until like arnd 2+.
we went to SWENSENS! to have lunch, cause we were all starving.
then ms lee & ms foo took one cab there, while we took another cab there.
then , we reached swensens first. ahahaha.
then i ordered Mushroom baked rice, which was like damn nice?!
then eddy & lydia ordered Chicken baked rice.
then ms foo ordered clam chowder& chilli crab pasta.
ms lee ordered fillet steak, well done.
then we had like sides, like deep-fried mushrooms, rodeo wings etcetc.
OMG their rodeo wings are like the besttt. so niceeee(:
anyway, we chatted for quite a long time.
then we were too full for ice-cream. damn sad laazxc):
anyway, ms foo paid for our expenses! OMG, she so nice horrr? (:
haha, got free lunch lehzxc.
okay, not free lor. is earn one. HAHAHA.
and they encouraged us to come back often.
sien, 23jan got alumni meeting. dunno want go anot =0=.
then, went to The Body Shop as ms lee wanted to stock up on her stuff.
hahahaha, she damn scary one siol.
see what she want, just throw in her basket.
dunnid see price, just buy. omg.
i seriously wonder what teachers are earning these days. LOL.
anyways, thought of cabbing home. sien,
in the end, took MRT and squeezed like sardines on MRT and bus home.
reached home, bathe, MSN, then blog.
since i got nothing to post alrdy, i shall click on the 'PublishPost' button and say TATAS!(:

p.s : i finally made my choice(:!
p.p.s : i am going to do my JAE application tonight. LOL.
p.p.p.s : OMG, I JUST REALISED THE POST IS LONG. O:

27th post : START OF SHORT STORIES

Kneeling before the stone which now represents you.
I regretted not letting those feelings reach you.
They are now nothing but words of the past.
But these words are the words of the heart, of my heart,
which were swallowed up by the darkness and ended up in fragments of regret.
Everytime i close my eyes,
I see the image of you who would be smiling at me.
I would wake to the start of a new day with a familiar wet streak on my face.
My grief has not once afforded me sleep.

In the picture of the present,
the only thing that does not show is the image of you.
You, who have taught me to love again,
now abandon me in this falling apart world.
But i could never hate you for that.
The scars on my wrist accumulate, but the pain long forgotten.
Saying, " I want to be loved but you don't seem to love me" to others,
I noticed its fine either way because that person is not you.
Although all that this overwhelming sadness does is fall deeper in the end,
i wish for my memories to be broken into pieces as I repeatedly tried to go back to that day.
The scars remain, just like the fragments of you,
which are engraved deep into my memories.

The grief of my feelings not being able to reach you is stored within this last letter,
which i was unable to give you.
As sad as it is, you did not allow me to follow you.
So, i'll have to set aside all my emotions as i take a step closer to the beast within.
Because I know, we'll meet again like that day.
And i'll be able to tell you, once and for all,
" I love you ".

The loneliness, the you of the past

My grief, the far away feelings

My guilt, i was not strong enough.

My heart, my unchanging love for you.

Just like the rain,

i stood there watching as you fell

it must have been raining

I didn't know if it was the tears.

I would always be ready to welcome morning

Because i am not spared,

Whenever I close my eyes,

Those words are meaningless

The emotions, disappear.

The tears, rendered useless.

The love, fading.

The world, falling apart.

The feelings, conveyed in paper.

Your presence, how should i give it to you?

Your smile, i'll see it again.

My words, I love you.

-Courtesy of FriendA.

26th post : HappyTHINGS(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17TH BIRTHDAY

to

NICK !!

congrats on being an OLD AHPEK LIAO!

LAO AHPEK! :D:D:D

anyways, happy birthday worzxc!

here's wishing you ...... errrrrrrrrrr.......

dunno what to wish you worzxc. =0=

anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO AHPEK(((:

25th : results

UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED

i seriously very disappointed .

lucky for me. i can go all poly courses. LOL.

but now i dunno where to go. sucks):

i dowan to make the wrong choice manzzxcxczxczxxczxzxx.

but i think i can excel in that course.

shld i?

i think i should right? yeh.

i shall head over to that course. :D:D:D

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ALSO,

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASTINE & BENNY!

JASTINE 17 LIAO WOR, LAO AHMA;3

BENNY! 29 LIAO, i think. OLD LIAO LA YOU.

SO OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

WHEN GETTING BABY AH? JIAYOUS ON THAT LURH xD

24th post : EVERYTHING.

3JANUARY -

attended MRteh's daughter MANYUE :D.
his daughter so cuteeeeeeeee X:
name joanna. hahahaha. so maths. X:
anw, we had a decent buffet there,
played quite a number of games & camwhored all the wayyy. :D


4JANUARY -

went to ShengSiong with 4Apeeps to buy CHALET STUFF. :D
apparently, KL was the cashier there.
so funny lor.
she was like : I CNT TALK! shhhh!
lol. hahahaha.

6JANUARY -

Chalet first dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
met up with 4A peeps @ 11am.
i started taking dunno how many ujibala photos. LOL!
all photos on f.b. :D
anw, first day was the most hiong one. LOL!
we reached there, suntanned outside the chalet waiting to check-in -.- so hot lol.
when we checked in.
first thing, is chiong to room. AND START LYING DOWN.
then we took alot photos also :D
air-con room shiok :D
then we started playing FORFEIT GAMES.
(1) YJ, Em & Jastine - Seduction.
(2) Kim, YR - Kissing.
(3) QT, aloy - Bed Scene.
(4) Me , Deb - Bride Carry.
(5) Eddy, Beatrice - Take couple pictures.
(6) ShunJie, Carina - Kissing scene.
then we started pillow fighting again. LOL-.-
ohyeh, then we headed to E!hub.
to buy charcoal, ice etcetc.
then faster came back & start fire etc.
Me, kim & yj & dunnowho camp inside the room X:
then BBQ like helllllllllllllll! :D
then went to watch midnight movie - The Fourth Kind.
after that, arnd 1am like dhat, go beach.
play with sparklers and lie down enjoy breeze.
BUT THAT NIGHT NO BREEZE D:
then went back, started poker-ing. then slowlyyyy, fall asleep . :D

7JANUARY -
woke up.
wash up.
ate bfast with marilyn & fari cos couldn't fall asleep.
cos too noisy -.-
go mac at 5am. siao one LOL.
then come back that time.
SHUNJIE was playing pranks on everyone.
he drew using markers on everyone faces. LOL
so cute LOL ;3
then everyone woke up liao.
go for lunch. then we went to Just Acia. dunno what ujibala restaurant is that. =0=
i ate soft shell crab set. so nice. :3
then kim& QT took salmon i think. :D
even camwhored in the restaurant X:
then we went back chalet, took volleyball.
we headed to the beach & played captains' ball etcetc.
SGPORE BEACH SRSLY SO DIRTY CAN. -.-
then went back chalet, bathe etcetc,
some went wildwildwet. lol.
then we took group photos <3.
then poker all the way.
At night, went to eat sushi buffet for dinner.
the teachers were there too! then we ate alot. omg,
i was SUPER FUCKING FULL -.-
then mr kat went to the chalet with us.
walking into a lion's den unknowingly.
we made him play BANLUCK.(dunno how spell-.-)
then i won $1.00+ SIA. so lucky ;3
then we made him do forfeit. HAHAHAHAH .
then i fell asleep -.- cos too tired. LOL. X;

8JANUARY -
go home. ( lazy elaborate liao).

9JANUARY -
NP OPEN HOUSE.
super high.
and started counting down for results. sien.

10JANUARY -
SHOPPING. :D

23rd post : tagged by nick

57-Guy Confessions

1. Do you enjoy being random? yeh. obviously.
2. A tee and jeans or a shirt and tie? eh. everything also like leh .
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? depends on who wrote it.
4. Group dates or single dates? single.
5. Do you think randomness is something good? YES .
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? see which girl lor.
7. Is your hair up or down today? downnnnn.
8. Do you straighten your hair? occasionally.
9. Favorite car : lambo.
10. Do you cut your nails? duh. u stupid or what.
11. Wallet or pocket? wallet.
12. What are you must-haves when your out? phone,earpiece,wallet,money,camera.
13. Jeans or sweats? jeans .
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes that’s uncomfortable? what type of uncomfortability?o-o
15. Do you text message a lot? kinda.
16. Are you gay? nope. but i'm happy. :D
17. What’s your favorite color? white.
18. Shoes or slippers? shoes.
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? sometimes.
20. Would you ever leave the house with empty pockets? hell no.
21. Walmart or Target? dunno. duncare. dunwannaknow.
22. Do you wear collared shirts? yeh.
23. Do you prefer cute or chio girls? mmmhmmm. stop making me use my braincells so early.
24. Do you think sports is the best? maybe.
25. Do you own any big sunglasses? yeh.
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? depends.
27. Do you like to wear band-aids? what lai der.
28. Do you like innocent-looking people? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change? yes.
30. Gold or silver? silver la. baichi ah u .
31. Do you like to receive surprises? depends.
32. Do you enjoy sports? VOLLEYBALL FTW.
33. Do you dress up for casual meetings? yeh! duh, so impt.
34. Do you like to wear uniform? nahh.
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do girls confuse you? 2
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a girl? DUH, u baichi or what.
37. Would you date a girl taller than you? mmmhmm. no.
38. Do you like to hold hands? YES.
39. What is the youngest you would date? mhmm. 15~16 .
40. What is the oldest you would date? 16.
41. What do you notice when you first meet a girl? that they're girls? o-o
42. What will you do if a random girl pops out infront of you naked? LOL. err. lemme think.
43. What is the best feature in a girl? face la. baichi or what. of cos got others la. -.-
44. Do you like making eye contact? who?
46. Would you kill for games? HUH?o-o
47. Did you ever spend all day/night with a girl? yeh.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping? 10.
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show? nopeeee.
50. Do you yell a lot? kindao-o
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work? what talking you. ur IQ 10 isit?
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a girl? mmhmmm. maybe? i dunno.
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems? nah.
54. What thing could you not live w/ out? er. friends. :D
55. Do you fall in love easily? think so? doubt so. lol.
56. Do you have cramps? what cramps? o-o
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?OBVIOUSLY?!

will update on class chalet next time. :D

22nd post : Friends.

FRIENDS I WILL NEVER FORGET IN MY LIFE!

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(in random order. no first or last, all equally impt!)

#1 : Carina ,

for her good monely-calculating skills,

for her ahlong attitude in collecting money,

for being such a good friend.

AL-clique also! :D:D:D

#2 : Hwaiyi ,

for his nice singing,

for his sometimes cute-yet-bitchy comments,

for being such a good friend also.

AL-clique! :D

#3 : Deborah ,

for her full-of-cute-and-nice-ideas brain.

for her energy pill attitude,

for being a person i can turn to during activity planning.

AL-clique! :D

#4 : Youjie ,

for his vulgar which never fails to entertain.

for his straight-forwardness.

for being so hyper in activities.

AL-clique! :D

#5 : Shunjie,

for being a veryveryvery good friend.

for being one of the best leaders!

AL-clique! :D

#6 : Edmund,

for being with me for like 4years & seating each other so often.

for being a very good friends.

for that 4years of friendship.

AL-clique! :D

#7 : Yingying,

for being that wildboar we claim.

never failing to entertain us with your boarish actions.

good friend, never fails to gossip :D

AL-clique! :D

#8 : Kimberley,

for being one of my best friends thru sec3&4

for booking chalet everytime,

for being there when i needed to gossip or say smth.

AL-clique! :D

#9 : Qianting,

for her slow & steadiness.

for being late everytime, giving us a cute reason.

for fighting with me, making my eng improve .

AL-clique! :D

#10 : Hanis,

for being the FIRST person to expose me to k-pop.

for being the ONLY person to criticize me.

for being such a good friend & chemistry partner

AL-clique! :D

#11 : Mabel,

for offering your prawn-peeling services.(dunno how say la)

for going out with us everytime.

AL-clique! :D

#12 : Samuel,

for being so bitchy!

for being such a good singer

and for being one of my bitch buddies. =0=

#13 : Lydia,(i know you want this number)

for being such a good friend since sec1!

for your great dancing skills like hyoyeon!

for accepting my bitchy-ness haha!

YEWTEE-gang!

#14 : Yanxiang.

for being another bitchy boy.

for using straightening hair cream & turning ur hair brown.

for being rich . LOL!

YEWTEE-gang!

#15 : Jiaying.

for being such a good singer.

for being such a nice friend too.

for not forgetting outings with YTG!

YEWTEE-gang!

#16 : ZhenYan.

for being that charcoal that YJ claims.

for being such a good friend too.

for not forgetting me during some outings. :D

partially YEWTEE-gang.

#17 : Lily,

for being that cute girl who dressed up like 'Gee'.

for being that nice friend who is smtimes so bitchy!

2F'07!

#18 : Kangling,

for being that HOLLOW head

for being my bitching dui xiang.

for being such an innocent and cute girl :D

2F'07, 4A'09 .

#19 : Jastine,

for being that dance president in school!

for being such a nice friend to talk to!

4A09!

#20 : Emily,

for being such a nice person to talk to!

for your contribution to the 4A'10 chalet despites family matters.

for being such a good singer too!

4A'09

#21 : Junhua,

for being so blurrrrrrrrrrr. hahaha.

for being such a nice flutist( i think)

for your nice attitude :D:D:D

4A'09

#22 : Faridah,

for being the person who made our class tee

for being the person who is hyper in PE. :D

4A'09.

#23 : Huimin,

for being that show fanatic!

for being the person who gossips-oh-so-oftenly-too.

for being such a nice sms partner!

2F'07

#24 : Aloysius,

despite all the bad experiences WE had with you.

you are still a very nice person

for being a good guailan-kia also. LOL

4A'09!

#25 : Syahirah

for being that little small girl

who is so obsessed with Heechul. lol.

for being a nice friend :D

(i'll add more when i can think of it - now morning , so difficult find more)

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#1 : Carol,

for being a very good friend!

for bringing so much entertainment with you jio-ing taiji.

for being such an evil mummy. ;O

#2 : Nick,

for being my friend for dunno-how-many-ujibala-years.

for being such a "funny" person D:

for being so pervertic. :D

#3 : Matthew,

for being so dumb.

i ain't got other words to describe you. :]

#4 : ex-iCrowni members,

FOR BEING SUCH GOOD FRIENDS:D:D:D

for being ... i dunno? nice?

got nick inside means no nice ler D:

21st Post : Regrets.

SCHOOL GATES ARE OFFICIALLY OPEN TODAY.

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY COS I'M NOT INVOLVED.

YET..

SOMETHING IS MISSING FROM MY LIFE.

& I FINALLY REALISED.

IT'S KRANJI.

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it feels weird not waking up at 6.15am .

it feels weird not rushing to get ready for school.

it feels weird not taking the crowded bus to school.

it feels weird not being in the parade square laughing & catching up with friends.

it feels weird not getting scolded by zainal.

it feels weird not singing the national anthem .

it feels weird not reciting the pledge.

it feels weird not hearing the principal giving a long boring speech.

it feels weird not having your attendance taken.

it feels weird not being in class making noise & trouble.

it feels weird not being involved in class adminstration matters.

it feels weird not eating school food.

it feels weird not going to the school hall chatting with clique.

it feels weird not being late for classes.

it feels weird not to have fun with teachers.

it feels weird not as we aren't learning new things anymore.

it feels weird not being in science labs preparing for practicals.

it feels weird not rushing out of classes after every period.

it feels weird not to take the lift secretly.

it feels weird not to stay back after school to chiong hmwk.

it feels weird not get scolded by teachers for not doing hmwk.

it feels weird not having our private discussion at the back of the class.

it feels weird not sitting bside your classmate.

it feels weird not to sleep during lessons.

it feels super weird.

i'm not used to such luxury.

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IT FEELS WEIRD NOT BEING IN KRANJI TODAY.

I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS.

I MISS KRANJI .

I MISS SCHOOL .

T_T

something is missing from my life today.

it's just not there.

it's gone. forever.

is there anyway to get it back?

it's like a piece of me is gone. forever.

i seriously think kranji is now a part of me.

making me unwilling to let it go.

no wonder..

" ONCE A KRANJIAN , ALWAYS A KRANJIAN! " .

imy.

20th post : 2010!

31st December 2009 _

Went out with 4A peeps.
we met at arnd 9.45am.
in the end everyone late, luckily i went later.
if not need to wait so longgggg.
met Edmund, ShunJie, Aloysius, Samuel, Youjie, Mabel, Qianting, Jastine & Emily.
Youjie joined us at a later time though.
We took the train to Bugis<3!
reached there quite earlyyy.
so we camped outside TopOneKTV ®.
wah, i tell you, outside there damn hot. -_-
anyways, we almost couldn't sing! lucky got space. ahahhas.
Samuel was like commenting on the counter girl's contact lens.
he said her one very budget. LOL =0=
anw, sam & jastine were like planning bout aloy's surprise.
WE GOT OUR V.I.P ROOM @ TOPONE! weeeeeee.
anw, we started singing and singing. until siao.
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,
we played GEE, GENIE, SORRYSORRY & IT'SYOU!
wah, damn high siol! everyone started to highhh.
then shunjie danced GEE for us! heehee, damn cute lo ;3.
and then samuel wanted to challenge,
chose 月牙弯 by F.I.R to sing,
then we up key by 6 keys?! i think , anw , it's damn high
THEN SING UNTIL MY THROAT PAIN CAN?! i almost po ying. lucky never,
if not super malu lor -0-
THEN TO OUR SURPRISE, (okay, not really surprise)
HANIS,LILY,ZHENYAN&LYDIA WERE IN THE ROOM NEXT TO OURS!
HOW COOL IS THAT! ahahahahah xD
then jastine had to leave for ballet lessons. aww):
then we continues to high in the room, for no apparent reason.
then youjie joined at arnd 1+
YAY. we heard his virgin voice. as claimed by samuel. everything also must virgin this & that.
then i got record alot of videos. \m/
& jastine finished her ballet lessons,
then the surprise started. but in the end no surprise T_T
we bought an oreo cake, YUMMY<3
then pur relightable candles, & colgate on aloy's slice of cake.
HAHAH, in the end, he came out of the room & saw the preparations.
but he didn't see where we put the colgate. ahah.
then went in, sing bday song etcetc.
Make wish, cut cake, eat cake.
HAHAHAHAHHA, he ate the colgate. damn cool. LOL!
after that he fell asleep -.-
then we continued to sing, then until arnd 6+ , we took group photo.
then we left the place, & went to find food.
HOWEVER, yingying called .
and asked us to find her at iluma arcade.
so we meandered our way thru the crowd to iluma!
we took the LONGEST escalator . cool eh?!
like from 2nd floor to 5th floor, if i'm not wrong.
then we couldn't find her -___________-
after much difficulty, we managed to locate her exact co-ordinates.
then we had fun in the arcade for about 1hr or so? LOL.
then we were HUNGRY. super HUNGRYYYYYYYYYY.
finally, we settled down & ate teppanyaki! YAAAAAY! so nice lo <3.
then talk talk eat eat. fun also HAHA <3.
THEN when we were on our way to the MRT station.
ALOT OF PEOPLEEE, ALOT, SUPER ALOT SUPER SUPER ALOT.
so we made a heart-wrenching decision.
not to go countdown . D:
on the way home , we sent each other songs thru bluetooth.
then i came up with the best idea ever.
WE CONFERENCE THRU PHONE & COUNTDOWN TGT. LOL!
isit me who made the idea? i think so. x-x
anw, at 11.30pm, we called aloy's phone.
alot of people in the conference. hahahaha.
then kim's house got put fireworks & sparklers.
so it's damn noisyyyyyyyyyyy. lol, our eardrums went BOOM LOL.
kim said she wanted to have a countdown party at her house. but she thought we cnt go as we went for KTV. so sad can?!
WLAO, miss one hell of a party at her house . so sad.
anyway, 5..4...3..2...1! 2010!
then phone call suddenly tio spam happy new year . siao one.
then sms also start flowing in.
MY PHONE ALMOST DIED THAT DAY. lucky never. D:
anyways, we chat till arnd 12.30am lidat.
haha, fun<3.
then f/b. etcetc. then SLEEP. lol.
hahah, rather long post. ;O

lazy update ler. update next time.
maybe on monday?
cause sunday going lao teh's house party.
then monday going back sec sch create " trouble. "
looking forward to it.

ONLY 4MORE DAYS TO CLASS CHALET! WOOOHOOOOOO! <3